Distractions
Keep my focus
Away from him
To the point
That I almost
believe it myself
I’m over it
I’m over him!
I say.
But days like today
When that unseen force
Makes me listen to his voice
Over and over again
“No matter what.
No matter what!”
I am not over him
And I miss him
I miss his voice
His smile
The sparkle in his eyes
That I have been trying to find
In someone else’s face
But failing
And I am not strong
As I’m pretending to be
This fake it til ya make it
Surely works most days
But it doesn’t work today
And today I’m tired of
Faking it
And today I’m tired
of trying
To make it
Without him
